Haiz, my Darling right now is slping ler =)
haiz, juz seeing her so pale n had big panda eyes juz gave me a heart broken feeling...
i promise tat i would make her happy, n now look.
wad happen??

she is very sad as she lose her most loved friend in ITE.
she didnt know wad happen...
juz now i ask her, do u wanna save tis friendship?
she replied :'' dunno =( "
n c-ing her crying...really breaks my heart...
but deep inside her heart i noe tat she wanted to save tis friendship
juz tat she didnt know wad to do...

i hav to admit tat i didnt know wad the feeling was...
as i didnt really had serious argument with my friends...
but i would wan to help her, save this friendship tat is important to her...

and to make things worst, due to yesterday, she didnt hav enough slp...
n in the morning she looked very pale
Darling, u noe wad my feeling was tat tym?
i was thinking :"i am a bastard, wad the hell hav i done? i am not a gud BF"

those are my tots,
Darling, u said Friends are more impt den BF,
ya, to a certain extend.
who would be with u wen u nid someone to tok to?
who would be so willingly send u home or do things for u?
who would be so willingly to fort out extra money for u n tell u to juz keep ur money to shop?
who would be so patient with u n wants u to be happy?
who would accompany with u to wait for ur friends at a far away place?
who would accompany u n tkc of u wen u are having headaches n cramps n oso backaches?

ya, its true tat friends are impt, ppl arent tat capable without friends.
Friends would help u wen u are in the nid...BUT! to a certain extend...
---Some friends are juz tat cb, dey come to u wen u are needed, but would tell u to fuck off wen u are not needed...i hav come across tis cbks...

---Some are truly friends, they are there for u wen u nid dem, n dey would help u as much as possible.not with their friendship with u, but their heart...this is wad i call true friends.n it is hard to find such friends...n i am proud tat i have these kind of friends... i would rather have 4 gud friends den 40 friends...

but they could only help u tat much, the others is up to u...

Darling, i really dun mind being second in ur heart...
juz hope tat u would treat me as a Bf jiu hao ler =)
by giving me concern n care n understanding me =)

sometimes, i would be selfish, i have to agree, but it is bcoz,
i am afraid tat u would leave me...
right now, u are the pillar of my heart, if tat breaks down,
my heart would go down as well...
but i will control it n think in ur shoe for a change...

dun be a bastard anymore,how many times hav u done it??
dun break promises anymore, how many times hav u done it??

juz thinking tis qns juz make me feel bad,
but i would make sure tat i would always be there for my Darling, n dun make her feel sian n tired bcoz of the things tat i do.

next thing, right now, the groups in our class are breaking like iceberg man...
this one not happy with tis one, this seems to juz keep on happening...
hope to settle down in a group n den jiu hao ler,
and ppl. dun anyhow come disturb my Darling,
disturb me can~ BUT NOT MY DARLING!!! DUN SAY I DIDNT WARN U...
I DUNNO WAD TO SAY TO THE OTHER GUYS AT CAFE 1, BUT I WOULDNT TOLERATE IF U ARE TOKING BAD ABOUT MY DARLING!

hahas...ok, so lets hope tat everything is fine n hope probelms can stop rising again n again...
hope n one will fight with one another...haiyo!!!

Darling, dun worry, everything will be fine =)
dun think too much k?
i will be there =)

hope she thinks tat i am really be there for her n not say for fun nia