To My Darling,
its my fault for not being able to read your mind or know wad u actually wanted.
its bcoz i was not being attentive enough
i should have realize tat u wanted me to send u home wen u said:'' i not bringing my Mp3''
sorry...
u must have been very sian wen u are in the bus.
n plus i didn't msg u to accompany u
I am really sorry. i juz feel like a failure now...
a lousy Bf tat doesn't know wad his Gf wanted n instead just keep asking her wads wrong...

but before reading your blog,
i didn't have a clue wad u actually wanted
or getting angry bcoz i did something wrong. n wen i ask u,
u just keep on saying there's nothing, but your face clearly show tat there is something
n u just didn't want to tel mi...
i am really lost at that point, i was thinking, hardly, "wad i did?"
but i forget about, "wad i didn't do"
i am really dumb...

But Darling, please understand, last night i studied maths till very late n the moment i woke up,
i waited for my breakfast to be ready and i left my house to your house.
it is really tiring for me, but i thought :" yesterday i didn't send her home, i should go her home and accompany her"
And the reasons for studying this hard for my maths is because i wanted to do well in my O level
but partly also because i wanted to be able to help you with your maths too.
To be able to answer your questions,
sometimes i feel real bad wen i dunno how to answer and teach you the questions that u didn't know how to do. And so, i promise myself that i will put in great effort to strengthen my Maths n to be able to teach u...

but in this way, i forget about your need of attention n care.
i am truly really sorry Darling...

But when u didn't tell mi anything,
i was really lost n feel like crying...
i didn't know why didn't u wan to tell me...

And maybe you didn't notice?
my knee is in pain because of the weather and my back n neck is very aching
but it isn't an excuse for not sending you home...
i told you before and promise you before,
i will take care of you and be with you when you need me.
But i break my promise
it is really Bastard of me, for not doing the things that i promise...
Sorry! Darling

But Darling, i beg you, please tell me next time if u are not happy with me
if not i really is really lost, and i didn't know what to do...
please! Darling, i beg you juz tell me face to face it will be too late if you want to tell me through blog or messaging...u might even get angrier before i can do anything...

And Darling, just now when i was talking to you in msn, you were doing your blog-skin,
what can i say? I am talking about our relationship thing n asking you question but you are doing your blog-skin... i am just...nothing to say.

Darling, i am really sorry for all this, all this wouldn't have happen if i just were more attentive towards you

SORRY