OMG! 1st thing,
just watch the lastest Episode of -Clannad ~After Story~-
which is episode 16.
this episode is really heartbreaking =(
i am loss of words.
Tomoya hu always loved Nagisa.
now just have to face the fact tat he has to carry on his life w/o Nagisa.
Nagisa die just after she gave birth to little Ushio (tomoya's son).

Wad really made me cry was the scene
wen Nagisa loses consciousness a number of times, only to be awakened again by the pain. It feels like an eternity to Tomoya, but as he’s despairing, he suddenly hears the cries of the baby. He gets to be the first one to hold the newly born Ushio, but he then becomes alarmed at how Nagisa is barely conscious. Wen she does open her eyes, he shows her their baby girl, and Nagisa is glad that she was able to give birth at home. As Nagisa starts to drift out of consciousness again, Tomoya tries to keep her awake by talking about Ushio and how they’ll raise her. Nagisa’s eyes soon close however, and her hand goes limp. Tomoya remembers how she had promised to always be by his side and how he had finally found his dream, but nothing he does now awakens her.

Back wen they started going out wif each other , Nagisa had noted that nothing could stay unchanged, and she had wondered if they could keep loving the school. Tomoya now feels that it would have been better if they had never met and had gone down different paths. He wouldn’t have gone out with Nagisa and married her, and Ushio wouldn’t have been born. If that had happened, then there wouldn’t have been such sadness.

what can i say?
total suay-ness.
haiz...

i dun dare have baby ler T,T