Guess what,
my computer crashed,
everything is gone, although now is fine.
my songs, my pictures. are all gone

i know it's very dumb,
i don't really care about the shows, the songs.
but the pictures that are all gone,
i will never be able to get back them.
no matter how hard i try to find, no matter how badly i want those pictures.
unless we go back to the times we once had.

i felt bad,
its the only memories that i had
i really cherish it. i don't wanna lose it
yet this happens.

Its damn dumb and fucked up,
why am i still like this even its over for such a long time?
why the losing of the pictures makes me sad?
why do i wanna keep it?
i don't know why.

maybe it's really time for me to forget it completely
please let me forget about it completely.
i don't want to show this weak side of me to anyone.

fuck, this post is so emo
i can't seem to sleep today
fuck